The story of Abbie's struggle to survive, grim details of child abuse of the worst kind all told from the perspective of a little girl.
At a time when six-year-old Abbie needs love and security, her mother goes to hospital and never returns. Distraught, Abbie is passed to whoever will have her. Her new step mother subjects her to unimaginable physical, sexual and psychological torture and delivers her to local paedophiles in the entertainment business.
As a teenager Abbie is uncontrollable. A Modette during the 80's revival, she finds a love of scooters, rebellion and gang life on the wild side. Dulling her pain with alcohol, drugs and promiscuity at a very young age, Abbie loses control and becomes well known to the local police. No-one can get through to her because she has no fear, no self respect, no morals or self worth. With nothing to lose, she throws herself into one battle after another, blood and guts brawling between the skin heads and the mods on the streets of London.
Her family, realizing they are unable to help.Hands her over to the Court until she is abandoned by children's homes and Social Services too. Alone, penniless and pregnant at the age of 16. Haunted by secrets of her unspeakable past. Will anyone see her invisible tears?