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I suffer from the unusual mental health problem that I keep imagining real people exist, according to a doctor who doesn't. (Exist).
Among the more interesting pieces of paper I have collected about myself over the years is that I have a protective court order against Essex Social Services for them making false allegations against me (of child murder and hostage taking) when I proved they were denying the existence of one of their employees in a child abuse case.
(In order to prevent an investigation by claiming that the abuser didn't exist and that the victims were all imagining him, on the basis of forged mental health diagnosis by a social worker pretending to be a doctor, after he stole medical records from the NHS.)
I also have it in writing that Time Travel exists in the complaints dept of the South Essex Partnership NHS Trust.
(As they somehow managed to launch an investigation into stolen records several years before they were actually written.)
Etc. Etc.
Once you work out that almost every offical record I have ever found out about myself is false, sometimes written by people who dont actually exist, then everything in my life makes perfect sense.
And who I actually am, where I am, what I am doing and what time I did it is totally relative, and completely up to yourself to create a ludicrous fantasy about, considering that's what everyone else did.
"Reality wears underpants on its head whenever I do anything and write anything down," seems to be my motto in life so far.

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The Interesting Narrative of Gustavas Vassa. (At the moment.)

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We, The People. US.

AIRB

I keep imaging real people exist, which is insane, according to a doctor who doesn't. (Exist)


If you could remake yourself, from what you had observed in other people's lies, what sort of a person would you be?
I have a protective court order against Essex County Council for them making false allegations against me of child murder and hostage taking, after I proved they were faking mental health records against witnesses in a child abuse case, and denying the existence of one of their employees in order to prevent an investigation.
That doesn't really leave a lot of leeway in the material I had to work with to weave the fabric of my soul.
This book is not a book. it is a collection of fantasies, delusions, fabrications, dreams and hallucinations, (some stamped under oath in a sworn affidavit in the High Court of the UK,) that concern the attempts to rediscover the poetry of your own soul from the bureacratic nightmares and denial of authorities' madness and oppression.
By someone whose reality is a bad dream, that I woke up from after thirty years.

But who sometimes doesn’t exist, according to the government of vindictive bureaucrats who cannot believe their records are mistaken, let alone deliberately tampered with, in a paper chase of endurance.

 

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I wrote 113 days ago

The Spanish Civil War has been neglected in the English Speaking world, and I think your book is a nice introduction to it, and with a neutral story line of someone just trying to find out his own past as boy. But be careful, some of the writing could provoke comment in Spain, where they are stil... view book

I wrote 113 days ago

As a British reader, I quite like the premise of the book, as there is an under representation of Latina writing in English. However, the start is a bit dense for someone such as myself who has no idea of what you are talking about, as I come from the UK. I think that if you want to write for ... view book

I wrote 131 days ago

I think you need to develope your description, as at the moment its a bit basic and naive. And though the idea of the book is good, I think you need to be more certain of what style you want to write it in. There are many TV, film and books around that try to introduce mythological or angelic/ de... view book

I wrote 148 days ago

I was slightly worried about the writing for this book. As in what reading age where you aiming it for, since it appears (from short sentenced, short paragraph, spaced, lack of polysyllables, lack of subsentences, curtailed grammar and syntax) to be aimed at pre teen girly magasine readers. (Mandy, ... view book

I wrote 150 days ago

I think you do too much explanation at the beginning. Why not have the boy waking up in the library in the first place and then work your way back towards the explanation, or along with it? Like throw him, and the reader in at the deep end and then try to find their way together out of the librar... view book

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